What If tomorrow never comes ?
Right now , I don't like anyone .
E : Yeah , if not how I make wake up call ?
Ate lunch and then came back home .
Looks like a good shopping spree will solve that .
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
This week was really boring as nothing much happened .
Ipod no news and I really forgot about it .
Looking foward for my Itouch , sweet .
MONDAY
Went for English class .
Did a summary during class and then hand it up .
Chinese was pretty fun where we learnt how to make dumpling .
Haha , my group consist of YiChye , ChoonYeow , Gordon and Ranen
We obviously ate what we made as part of our lunch .
Someone was like ... ' Bring the dumpling to lunch and put it into soup '
Thats pretty busted to the school food (:
Went to library and did math .
Math class was all right , pretty bored too
You'll get used to the stress once you are under Ivy
History was okay then went for 9 holes for training .
Back in school a while and dota-ed .
TUESDAY
Went for Chinese class .
As usual , Chinese class can actually relax .
PE was pretty interesting listening to different presentation .
History was all right I guess as it's not boring -.-
Luckily no Ivy remedial class if not I would died .
Went for Mr Greg Anketell's training at Seletar .
Checked swing and stuff and then went back school .
Had dinner with Clarence at Causeway .
We had a cheap food spree eating like 15 bucks . Lol .
Bought bubble tea for a Royal Highness and then went back school .
Dota-ed till midnight then slept .
WEDNESDAY
Went to school once and again .
First class was Chemistry .
It was boring but at least it was not killing .
Followed by Social Studies .
It was all right , always talking about baby and population .
Lunch was practically like crap .
Chinese 1 period and then PE presentation .
PE ended like 1.40 pm ?!?
We had so much time to slack off .
Made my way back into my room after that .
Went into the lift alone , suddenly lift door opened again .
Was trying to aviod Shawallah for fun and then .
Looks like plan backfired ... A whole group of Sec 1 netballers ,
Came into the lift . I was cornered to the left corner .
Squat down and tried to avoid Sha .
But in the end she got me , haha .
I serious wonder , what is so funny about this as follows :
Elle : Say Hi
Me : Hello (childish voice)
The Netballers like just laughing like mad . Lol
Hahaha , seriously I was like whats so funny .
Went for training and forgot to go remedial .
Came back school and went Ivy Math class at night .
After that followed by room and dota-ed .
THURSDAY
Went for Math class as 1st period .
It was about Trigo and stuff , boring stuff la .
Bio was up next , at least it was interesting than Math .
Chem was pretty funny lessons as there were many jokers
English was pretty shit as Rendy made it crap .
Went to Mambo with Bhanu and Gab
It was always fun with them at Mambo .
Suddenly received news that CS competition in school changed to dota .
Lols , summore my team . Haha
Went back school for that , Xue Jie , Kun Long , Clarence and Shawn .
Swing-by and told me to play properly .
Lols . Choosed Juggernaut and I beening owning alot with it .
Won the game and then went back room talk about it .
TODAY
Today was a rather slack-ish day man ...
All classes were pretty boring and nothing to do .
Nothing to talk about today as it was nothing .
Congrats to all Colour Awards recipients .
Haha . Looks like clouds are clearing and I can see the sun .
Seriously man ... Please bless me luck tomorrow at Chupps place .
Big money please ?!?! LOL . I treat people lah .
Signing off
Eugene Resha Valentine
Teenage Love Affair - Alicia Keys
This song reminds me of Monday ...
Where I went to Mambo and played pool .
I heard this song , sounded very familiar .
Asked Bhanu what song was it , he didn't know .
Suddenly , a good looking Malay girl told me the title .
I was looking at her for a while , lol .
The past 2 days has been slightly better for me .
The pain of the Ipod is fading off , which is good .
SATURDAY
Woke up at 5.30 am .
Showered and then watched Ryder Cup for a while
Left home for Seletar , 10 km run with Mr Greg Anketell .
Ran until going to die already ...
Went back home and then rest , slept a little while .
Went out during evening time .
Lan was fun with Gab , Bhanu and Haili .
These crazy people actually played CS for 8 hours .
We had supper and then went back home .
TODAY
Woke up early and then left for 18 holes .
Things look a bit crazy when I hit the ball so well .
Didn't train for at least 4 days and then still hit it good .
I shall not expect much man ... Putting was crap man .
Jerome is right ... Game will be still there but will make stupid mistakes .
Ate grilled fish and then now back home
Slacking and listening to music currently .
Looks like days without you is worse than anything ...
Signing off
Eugene Marilyn
The Flame - Cheap Trick .
Currently flowing into my ears .
I am still very upset over my Ipod and cash .
Don't understand why people have to commit such acts .
When I never offend anyone except today .
Sorry Nick Tang , I was in really foul mood .
Nothing could really reach me , your joke some kinda made me mad .
My dad don't understand my mood and thats the reason I am mad .
The lyrics for The Flame ...
I want to delicate this song to her .
Another night slowly closes in,
And I feel so lonely.
Touching heat freezing on my skin,
I pretend you still hold me.
Im going crazy, Im losing sleep.
Im in too far, Im in way too deep over you.
I cant believe youre gone.
You were the first, youll be the last.
Wherever you go, Ill be with you.
Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.
Whenever you need someone to lay your heart and head upon.
Remember: after the fire, after all the rain,
I will be the flame.
I will be the flame.
Watching shadows move across the wall,
I feel so frightened.
I wanna run to you, I wanna call,
But Ive been hit by lightning.
Just cant stand up for fallin apart.
Cant see through this veil across my heart, over you.
Youll always be the one.
You were the first, youll be the last.
Wherever you go, Ill be with you.
Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.
Whenever you need someone to lay your heart and head upon.
Remember: after the fire, after all the rain,
I will be the flame.
I will be the flame.
Im going crazy, Im losing sleep.
Im in too far, Im in way too deep over you.
Youll always be the one.
You were the first, youll be the last.
Wherever you go, Ill be with you.
Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.
Whenever you need someone to lay your heart and head upon.
Remember: after the fire, after all the rain,
I will be the flame.
I will be the flame.
Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.
Wherever you go, Ill be with you.
And whatever you want, Ill give it to you.
TODAY
Was not a very good day either .
Feeling so down , everything also go wrong .
Studied for Bio test , what I studied never came out .
That is very sian feeling man .
English was really boring , I hate English classes man .
I was not feeling too good and slept the whole afternoon .
Now listening to songs and trying to shop for a new Ipod .
I would say ... Sorry readers .
I am starting swearing in my blog as I am not my usual-self .
Starting , I told myself not to swear in my blog .
But , things are not going well in my way .
Shopping a new Ipod online feeling is fucked up .
It just keeps reminding me how it was being stolen .
Keeps reminding me about that stupid idiotic person .
Damn ... I seriously gotta go to gym later to vent my frustrations .
Things starts to go worse and worse .
If my golf fails me , I seriously nothing to say
Thats shows me that I must plan for myself soon
I am really speechless today man .
This week I already lost 100 bucks from my wallet .
Locked up already also stolen .
Then ... A total insane jackass had to steal my Ipod .
Seriously ... I am really pissed right now .
I mean are you fucking deprived from an Ipod ?
If you can afford it then good , if you cant ... Why steal .
I seriously got nothing to comment about that idiotic act .
If I ever find out which asshole did it , he is going to get it from me .
Going to turn him upside down and shuff him into a dustbin .
I mean ... This is bullshit , ear-piece spoilt already .
Now Ipod stolen . Wtf .
Today's a really fucked up day man .
Lost Ipod , lousy math class ... Bio test tomorrow .
I seriously lost my mood to do anything this afternoon .
Went to play pool with Bhanu and Gab .
They made me at least chill out a bit .
Played dota and CS after that . Had dinner .
Went back school and I got no hope to ever find my Ipod .
Signing off
Eugene Angel Marilyn :(
Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin
Currently running swiftly into my ears .
The past 3 days has been all right , not bad .
Still in my project of chasing her , very slow process .
We are not close or talking much at all .
I am still going to try my best and seriously , hope .
SUNDAY
It was a total boring day . Guessing it to be my most boring day .
Went to Granny house , she celebrating her 90th birthday .
It was pretty boring there and just watched TV shows .
Watched a show on channel for a hour .
Then , went for my mental yoga . It was pretty long .
Reached home about 5.45 pm .
Played dota a while and then packed for school .
MONDAY
It would say , it was a fucking miracle that I went to gym
Practically a joke man , 1st time for the month .
Told Joel about that , reply was ... ' Fuck You , you serious ? '
Hahaha , it was a not bad day as I understanded the classes I had .
Went to Bukit Timah with Bhanu , did his clothes for Zone award .
Played 14 rounds of pool and the slacked a while .
Reached school about 9.17 pm .
Watched Incredible Tales in Bhanu room and slept late .
TUESDAY
Woke up late in Bhanu's room .
Went to school without breakfast and was late too .
Luckily never kena anything . Haha .
Had classes and went for training at Mr Greg Anketell .
Had some bunker shots and hit a couple of balls .
Went for dinner and slacked in my room .
Rec-Roomed for while , saw sec 1 netballer were so crazy .
Playing monkey in rec-room ? No comments ...
Slept about 12 am .
TODAY
Woke up with some problem with my stomach .
Sms to my CMI gm and went back to sleep .
Went for breakfast and then Chem class .
I screwed my Chem test and then went for Social Studies .
Then lunched , food was all right comparing as they can be worse .
Took lift to 5th floor , well ... I want to be nice to the person .
Whoever who push Nadhra into me and my injury .
'Thank you very much' I am really pissed with you .
Chinese was pretty funny as all the stupid retarted questions came out .
PE was slack-ish and then went back hostel and slack .
Had soccer and floorball for cross-training .
It was fun and then went back room , showered and then dinner .
Currently in room slacking and talking around .
She has created a space in my heart .
Into my heart too deep that she ever dissapears ...
Same goes to me too , maybe thats just a crush .
Sigining off
Eugene Marilyn
As I Lay Me Down - Sophie B. Hawkins .
Current song running smoothly into my ears .
These 2 days are pretty boring to me .
Dota seems to be getting more and more boring too .
Didn't manage to play much games on the net .
FRIDAY
Woke up about 6.50 am .
Showered and changed , left house about 7.20 am .
Went to pick up Bhanu at his house .
Went to NSRCC Changi , signed in and went for breakfast .
Played only like 6 holes and had a screwed up rain .
Played pool and snooker during rain delay .
Didn't manage to finish the game cause cannot cross over .
Went back home slacked and slept about 11 .
TODAY
Woke up late once and again .
Chatted online and played a few games .
Went to Bishan , met up with Janelle Tan .
Haha , she's so lame (:
I thought she was good at that para-para game .
Turned out to be a rookie -.- lol .
Gave her a lift back to her house ( how nice of me )
Went to Cathay for a movie .
Wanted to watch Step-Brothers and then realised it is M-18 .
Haha , went to try and see Bangkok Dangerous can watch a not .
To my surprise , Cathay also never check Id .
Haha ... Part of the movie in Thai .
Understood what is ' yet mae ' , used that in the movie .
Movie was good and then cabbed back home .
Currently listening to music and going to get knocked out soon .
My mind tells me right now :
Love you too much that I forgot who I am ...
Signing off
Eugene Marilyn
Hello everyone again , this is the third post for the day .
Feeling bored , nothing to do and thats the main reason for this .
Natalie !
I really didn't know that you can actually eat so much .
Lol , pretty funny for the lunch today .
I thank god for giving a wonderful day .
Will buy the Cd you encourage me to buy (:
Gregory Gung !
It has been a great afternoon with you man .
Seriously , you were funny man .
Next time I will buy you Takos instead of sushi . Lol .
Good day and great lunch .
Liang Wei !
Hahaha . Today you really so enthu for the food .
We were given a hour to eat .
But the way you reacted ... Funny .
Like they given us only 15 minutes . Lol
Great afternoon lunch with you
Michaela !
Today you were the part of the so called Tako Gang .
Lol , although you have to leave early with LW .
Thank you very much for the lunch
Great afternoon lunch .
On the way back home just now ...
Boarded a cab at causeway , the driver also cute .
He was driving so fast that he actually got caught .
Hahaha . He talk like nothing happen .
He kena 150 bucks fine and 6 demerit points .
Hahaha , great eventful afternoon man .
Mr Greg Anketell called me in the middle of my sleep .
Talked to him about plans for the next few days .
Yup ... Thats off
Signing off ( AGAIN )
Eugene Marilyn
I specially post this for my friend , Mark Kawasoe .
Happy birthday my friend :)
Although I dont know you for long , you are a nice guy .
Nice to see you in the committee for SPGA .
Haha . Enjoy this beautiful day Mark
Signing off
Eugene Marilyn
Warmness On The Soul - Avenged Sevenfold (A7X)
The currently music I am listening to .
Love the tune of the piano .
Seems like I am getting interested into piano these days .
Looks like there is a possibility of taking up piano .
WEDNESDAY
Mood at that period : Bored and tired .
Pretty much a slacky day for me , woke up late in the morning .
Played a couple of games on BattleNet .
Went to train at 2.30 till about 7 .
Still working on my swing as usual , lowering upswing .
Keeping body shape during point of impact and stuff .
Had dinner outside and went back home .
Played a couple of games and slept early .
TODAY
Woke up about 8 in the morning .
Got prepared for math lesson at 11 .
Arrived school about 10 am , early as usual .
Had math lessons till 12.45 .
Math was boring as usual and I am glad to say I flunked the module test .
Had lunch with Greg Gung , Michaela , Natalie and Liang Wei .
It was a great time with you guys at Sakae .
Greg just loved loved Takos a lot .
Currently at home slacking .
Signing off
Eugene Marilyn
The Last Resort - The Eagles .
Currently running into my both ears from my speakers .
Meaning of the song is simple . Believe what you want to believe .
Seems that days are getting brighter and brighter .
Hope that someday I can be with her .
Watching sunsets and watch stars every night .
MONDAY
Woke up pretty late in the afternoon .
Slept pretty late , about 2 in the morning . Haha
Slack-ed pretty much the whole day at home as courses are closed .
Watching Rave on youtube and chatting to Angie .
Angie's crazy , stay away from her .
She talking about her BF the whole and thats driving me mad .
But ... Rave is keeping me company the whole day .
So it is not bothering me much , haha .
TODAY
Woke up about 6 in the morning .
Went for training at the range with my wife .
Trained till about 8.45 and changed up for school .
Reached school about 9.55 . Don't see a single soul =.=
Hang around at dining hall and saw KL , Yi Chye and Ho brothers .
Talked cock for a while , walked to bio homeroom about 10.30
Sat around for a little while , Thomas came .
Had classes till about 12 and then dismissed .
Wanted to have lunch with Nat and gang .
But ... ( always a but ) .
Gotta go to Changi for a meeting .
Meeting was totally retarted , sign a few things and then went back home .
Currently slacking and listening to music .
Chatting with Ilma is pretty fun , great to know that she has split personality :)
Sigining off
Eugene Marilyn
I love you , the 3 only words that holds my life for you ...
Days are getting more empty and boring .
The author is getting more and more stupid .
Due to something that has been happening around .
He still hasn't get 'her' number . How dumb .
Currently listening to - Be Without You (Mary J. Blige)
SATURDAY
Suppose to have a early morning 18 holes .
But cancelled cause I was too lazy to wake up .
Been at Warren the past few days . Very tired .
Slacked at home and then went to Grandma's house .
After Grandma's place , cabbed down to Cineleisure
Met up with Steph and decided to catch a movie
Watched ' My Sassy Girl ' .
The plot of the movie is rather touching man .
Imagine you asked someone to wait for you for a year ?
That person must be really patient .
I am trying to learn to be more patient in anything I do .
After movie , actually planned to have supper .
But ( always a but ) , it was raining cats and dogs .
So Stephie was worried about not getting a cab .
We shared a cab to her place and continued back to my house .
Arrived at home , turn on lappy and started chatting .
Showered for 30 minutes and went to sleep
How nice is it to sleep in a rainy night :)
TODAY
Woke up early for 18 holes at Palm .
Went there and saw Russell , he returned my Nike driver .
Played all right the whole day . Putts did not drop but always close .
Nothing much to complain except 2 lost balls .
That was really retarted =.=
Went for a quick lunch and came back home .
Currently slacking my time off .
Anyone wanna have dinner with me call me please ?
I am really bored to death , dying to get out of home .
Signing off with love
Eugene Marilyn .
I love her as long as I can be alive ...
The Calling - Wherever you will go .
Current song I am listening to :D
This whole week is pretty fucked although I made the cut
Very dissapointing final round at President Cup .
MONDAY
Pretty much of a rest and slacking day .
Woke up at 10 am and booked at Safra Changi
Cancelled cause too rush and booked Kranji instead .
Went there ... Weather was in pretty bad condition .
Arrived back home and slack till about 8 and went school .
TUESDAY
Had practice round with Jaya , Jack and Allen .
They are pretty nice guys .
With the special exception of Jack .
That joker is practically crazy man , 4 cans of stout and 7 cans of Carlsberg
Didnt win much money from the small bettings .
WEDNESDAY
Played 1st Round of President's Cup with Mr Salvin Leong and Mr M.Murugiah
They are great people to play with .
Mr President is really friendly and easy-going .
Shot 74 , which I personally think that was good as I never had a good round at Warren .
Not hitting the ball very good ... sadly .
THURSDAY
Played 2nd Round of President's Cup with same flight-mates
Had a slow start , 6 pars thennnn ... TRIPLE BOGEY .
Omg ... Seriously don't know what I am doing totally
Finished the round at 76 . Worse than yesterday :(
Played pool and poker after the round .
TODAY
I just seriously fucked the day today by shooting a 84
I lost so much prize money that my position had the previous day .
So god-damn pissed . Still got back about 290 bucks .
I guess it is still better than nothing anyway .
Current slacking and blogging about what happened .
Still missing her currently . Loving her secretly ...
Signing off
Eugene Marilyn