How To Save A Life - The Fray
How to save a life ?
If people asked me this bloody question ...
I'm just gonna say , stop making people upset and pissed .
There is people who don't understand whats stop irritating .
Anyway , I'm in a real pissed off mood .
TUESDAY
Oh my lord , it was the most boring day in 2009 .
Whole day slacked at home and entertain guests .
Did my math homework and English from around 6 pm to 1 am .
First time this year that I actually spent effort doing my work .
Slept late around 2 am .
WEDNESDAY
Woke up early for school .
Hitched a ride from Dad to school .
Went for classes and they were boring .
Shawallah made my day :D
I was pretty tired and upset that day .
She drew on my arm saying she loves me .
Haha , I love you too Shawallah (:
After classes went to Causeway to buy things .
Ate dinner around 6 and went back school .
Had SST and slacked during Rec-time .
THURSDAY
Woke up around 4 am with an upset stomach .
Omg , terrible stomach made me go toilet for 6 times .
Went back home and saw a doctor .
Rested the whole day and slacked at night .
TODAY
Woke up early and prepared for school .
Went to Cheers to get Jelly's prepaid card and stuff .
Bought iced coffee and took cab to school .
School was boring , 3 periods of Biology and 2 periods of English .
Chinese was totally fun man .
Whole class protested not to have class .
In the end ... Teacher no choice , let us off early .
Went back home and slept whole afternoon :D
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
Listened to this song at least 3 times a day .
Met Bhanu and Dzulhaili to play lan .
Shawallah : What she wants ( she knows what I mean )
Eugene Antonio
如燕 - Olivia Ong
This is the offical theme song for Little Nyonya .
Been searching high and low for it .
Hahaha , looks like I finally found it at Baidu .
I love the song cause of the show .
This is like my 77 th post since the start of this blog .
See how time passes by , 1 year closer to death .
At least I will get to use my IC this year . Lol
TODAY
I woke up around 9.24 in the morning .
Played dota and did some math homework .
Around 2 pm , decided to go out with Jelly .
She's depressed , I just can sit around watch her depressed .
Met at Junction 8 at the ticketing booth .
So sad that we didn't watch Love Matters cause it is NC-16 .
So we finally decided to settle for Wedding Game .
Starring Fann Wong and Christopher Lee .
It was pretty stupid plot but it was hilarious .
After movie , went to get starbucks and sent her back home .
Went to Queenstown and took train back home .
Slacking in front of my lappie .
I just got my ass bullied by my wife and daughter .
Which is Shawallah and Ilma respectively .
That just brought me into a higher stage of depression .
Haha , cheers readers .
Happy Chinese New Year in advance :D
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
Killing Me Softly - The Carpenters
Killing me softly is whats happening right now .
I'm like dying softly without anyone knowing .
I just think that it is not because of her .
It got to do more to myself .
Life's getting boring to studies and golf .
Looks like I gotta find something to make me feel interested .
Well , The Carpenters really have good songs .
Every song they sung has kinda inspired me .
Sad that Karen had to die young .
I'll always look up to her and the wonderful songs she left behind .
LAST SATURDAY
I woke up around 11 in the hotel .
Changed and ate my breakfast in my room .
Took a cab to the airport and hoped that I can return early .
Luckily I could grab a 1 hour earlier flight back .
Boarded the plane and watched a movie .
Landed in Singapore around 7.15 pm .
Sister and JW picked me up around 7.30pm .
Went back home and slacked .
SUNDAY
Since I slept late around 3 .
I woke up pretty early around 9 .
Started to pack everything into my lugguage .
Took nap around 3 to 5 tired from packing .
Ate dinner , showered and went school around 8 .
Met Shawallah my dear :D I missed her .
Gave her the " I'm A Virgin " shirt . LOL
Went to the void deck and collected my hair-dye from her .
Farah Shakina was soo nice , she bought me starbucks .
I just felt so honoured at the moment , haha .
Went back up to my room .
So glad to say that it was pretty .
Me , Yi Chye , Hanif and Jared .
We havoc till 3 am in the morning playing half-life .
MONDAY
Woke up around 6 despite sleeping late .
Went to gym and had morning training .
Bloody hell , first day in gym already have tough training .
After gym , went for 1.6 km run .
Took a shower and got ready for school .
School was pretty all right anyway .
After that went Causeway and had shopping spree :D
Slacked sst and bought Macs for people of 4c :D .
TUESDAY
Received my make-up timetable in the morning .
Went for my classes again .
Had math remedial until 4 pm .
After school went to Orchid Country Club .
It was kinda like a training session .
Took the school bus back to school .
Went to comp lab for sst again .
After that slack in my room till 2 am and slept .
WEDNESDAY
Woke up around 6 and didnt bother to go training .
Too tired and then got warning by Shaun .
Had morning assembly and went class .
I decided to take PE instead of going to Math classes .
After PE went for history make-up lessons .
Thank god it lasted 20 minutes :D
After that went out of school and slacked .
Came back around 4 and rest for cluster activity .
Cluster activity was fun but the venue was -.-lll
After that slept late around 1 am .
THURSDAY
I seriously will think that it is a killer day for me .
IF it was last year :D
Haha , morning training was dumb .
Classes was like okay to me .
5 Periods of Chemistry , 1 History , 3 Math and 2 Social Studies .
After all these I'm still not tired , haha .
Walked back to room , slacked till dinner time .
Ate dinner and had sst in comp lab .
Rec-time nowadays is pretty boring .
The Rec-room is filled with freshmens .
Slacked my rec-time and slept late .
TODAY
Woke up at 6.18 am for morning training .
Morning training was all right .
Doing some strength work and fitness .
Classes were pretty slack for today .
Watched the ending of Red-Cliff for Chinese .
After that went Math remedial and poof-ed back home .
Took a nap and slacked till now :D
Havent been blogging much cause internet connection sucks in school .
And partially I a bit lazy and busy .
I totally forgetten about her already .
Look at how time passes by ? haha
Signing off with love ,
Eugene Antonio
I Just Called To Say I Love You - Stevie Wonder
Probably not right now .
That would happen if it was a month ago .
Right now my mind = fuck it , forget about her.
Even if she's reading this right ... 1 word , sorry.
Ages since I updated my blog cause I've been busy .
With my Asian Tour Qualifying-School and lack of internet access .
LAST SATURDAY
I woke up pretty early around 11 .
Ate breakfast , talked to half-sister online .
After that changed up and left for airport .
Checked-in my bags and went through the immigrations .
Took plane from Singapore to Bangkok .
Ate lunch in the plane and watched movie .
Found the Asian-Tour van and took a 3 hour ride to hotel .
Arrived at hotel and took a quick rest for the next day .
SUNDAY
Played practice round at St Andrews 2000 G & CC
My flight-mates are all Malaysians .
Had a interesting practice round and took cab back to hotel .
Ate dinner and rest early for next day practice round .
MONDAY
Played practice round with a Finland dude .
He plays very well and hope he can make it .
After practice round ate lunch at clubhouse .
Went back hotel and slept early for 1st round .
TUESDAY
Ok ... It was totally fucked up round .
Played exactly like Laguna first round of Accenture .
Got real pissed after the round and didn't bother to eat dinner .
Took a cab back to hotel straight and slept .
WEDNESDAY
Ok , I woke up around 9 am Thailand time .
My tee-off time is like 10.30 .
Nice ... I rushed my ass out of the hotel .
Went to the golf course as soon as I could and made it .
Played 77 without warming up and stuff .
Better than the previous day . LOL
THURSDAY
It was officially a slacking day for me .
Went to domestic airport and took a plane down to Bangkok .
Checked in to Baiyore Sky Hotel .
My room is like 77 th floor , wtf .
If lift break down , I'm like gonna sleep at the couch at reception .
Went shopping after that , skipped lunch and had heavy dinner .
Slept around 12 .
TODAY
Aiya , just another slack day like the previous day .
Sometimes shopping too much is bad for health .
HAHA , nothing much to talk about .
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
There She Goes - Sixpence None The Richer
There she goes again ...
Racin through my brain once and again .
Looks like I'm still as confused as the last time .
I dying to get an answer for this question .
TUESDAY
I woke up pretty early in the morning .
Went to Laguna to practice my short game .
My wrist still hurts a little .
But still tolerating very well .
After practice went to Acushnet to grab balls and wedges .
Went back home and watch Tee-vee and slept early .
WEDNESDAY
Had my first round of Accenture Champions of Champion .
It was seriously fucking disappointment for me .
I had so much commitment and practice .
Still came back with 85 , I'm really upset about that .
Went back home , had a good long sleep and tried to forget about it .
THURSDAY
It was my second round at Accenture .
At least I was not as upset as the previous day .
Shooting 75 is like 10 strokes better than 85 .
I converted a 50 ft birdie putt on the last hole .
Thats something nice to end the tornado day on the course .
After game , went for lunch and went back home .
Watched Little Nyonya on Tudou episode 1 to 9 .
Did meditation and slept around 11 .
TODAY
Woke up around 9 and changed up for practice .
Practiced for 3 hours and went for 18 holes .
Played with Jason , hahaha .
Ages since we both played together .
Shot a good round of 68 off the blues .
Cabbed back home , had dinner and slack till now :D
I'm still gonna ask myself if I like her .
Thats a good way whether if it is a crush or not .
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna Feat Ne-Yo
Hate that I love you is the phrase right now .
Probably not hate , just regretted loving you .
Showing my love to someone is not good at all .
It never have any return for me .
It returned things to sadden my mood .
I havent blogged the past few days as I'm confused .
Should I just be more tolerant or be a asshole ?
Many has told me not to be so bad towards her .
But , I'm just currently cannot make up my fucking mind .
FRIDAY
I woke up pretty early to go for training .
Picked Bhanu up and realised that car broke down .
Called service-man , he came within minutes and repaired .
Train-ed for around 3 hours and had lunch .
After lunch went to slack at snooker room .
Played a while and went bowling centre slack .
After that went back home watched tv .
SATURDAY
Woke up early in the morning .
Had bad stomach and wrist hurts like hell .
Took a cab to hospital and got warded .
But got discharged around afternoon .
Nothing else is up on the rest of the day .
SUNDAY
Woke up early around 5 am .
Went back to sleep when I should be getting ready .
After that , changed up and went to Palm Resort .
Played 74 , not bad for someone who is still unwell .
Went back home and took medication .
Slept early around 11 pm .
TODAY
Woke up around 7 in the morning .
Changed up quickly and went to Laguna .
Played practice round , my mum accompanied me :D
She was my caddie for the day , lol .
I played pretty decent golf today .
After that practiced a while and took a cab back home .
Showered and got my ass glued to sofa ...
Watching tv shows from 7 to 10 :D
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects
Happy New Year to all reader :D
Been a great year of 2008 as many things happened .
Let's not go into details anyway .
After the good and bad stuff happening , it still equals to a good year .
I just feel like saying it ends tonight .
The feeling seems not to be around anymore .
As what Nat was telling .
It comes and goes very quickly and I obviously didn't believe her .
Looks like now it's happening me . Nat , I feel it right now , lol .
Well , now I'm like someone who doesn't bother anymore .
So let's just drop the topic .
TUESDAY
Went to school for Math class .
It was rather boring and tiring .
After that went Causeway for lunch and left for Seletar .
Training was from 3 to around 7 .
Went over to Greg's place and stayed over .
Drank a few shots and slept .
WEDNESDAY
It was pretty fun waking up around 7 .
As I got kinda drunk and slept early .
Luckily didn't get hangover .
Went to Safra for my own training .
Changed my driver grip and stuffs .
After that went back home , changed and went to town .
Met Bhanu , Jason and Gab Ong .
After I found them , went to East Coast .
Went to Jason's chalet a while and left early .
Took a cab to Zouk , slacked , talk cock and drank .
Returned home around 2 am in the morning .
TODAY
Nothing pretty much happened today .
Went to church and did my personal meditations .
Going for shopping for 2009 later :D
Signing off
Eugene Antonio