绝不能失去你 - F4
It is a rather old song already.
Cannot bring myself to sleep either.
Missing past is really saddening.
Times seems to be passing really slowly.
The past few days has been really bad.
Tired in classes, not able to sleep at night.
Still looking at the past memories.
It just seemed so beautiful in the past.
But the present is worthless.
I came to realise that the past is precious.
How I wished I treasure those moments in the past.
Why didn't I treasure the past like I do now ?
I think I've taken things for granted.
Some people have been telling me I have attitute problem.
Anyway, I have no rights to say that they are wrong.
I feel the same way myself.
I have been really bad being my nasty sarcastic self.
As in really nasty, maybe some people will know.
Many have noticed the random changes to myself.
I have lost my old usual self and thats not good.
I'm becoming like someone who talks without feelings.
Spoiling people's mood is usual these days for me.
I wanna revisit the past again.
You really don't know how much you meant to me.
I miss the ways you made me laughed, no matter how screwed my day was.
You are the only person who actually cared about my life.
How I've going on and how I was.
Those moments that we shared innocent smiles.
Had crazy dinners and making a fool outta ourselves.
Watching insane movies that made us laugh like mad.
I seriously time stopped at that moment.
Going for extreme makeover next year.
Got the idea of being a playboy after makeover.
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
God-dammit.
This blog of mine is almost dead.
Haven't been blogging at all.
I'm so occupied with my stuff and school.
Golf is like the only thing I can destress on.
Put all my anger into every shot I hit.
IMAGINE FACES OF IDIOTS AND RIP THE HELL OUTTA THE BALL.
The past week has been great.
Back to school after I was sick 2 days.
My health hasn't been in good shape.
Amount of clubbing has to reduce man.
Stopped smoking, thats good for me.
Nothing much to talk about anyway.
A moment in time.
Signing off
Eugene Antonio
She's An American Girl - Trisha Yearwood
There's always a good reason why I'm called old.
Everyone seems to think that I'm in my early 20s.
Probably should shave off my beard.
Start dressing more like a kid.
Played golf this morning with Jonas and his Kakis.
I was really glad, won around 150 bucks.
Played even par which is good for myself.
Ate very light lunch with them at terrace.
Went back home in Jonas's car.
Changed, showered and took train down to town.
Bought tickets for The Hangover.
2 Words for the movie : Fucking Awesome or Fucking Hilarious.
It was really as good as American Pie or Harold and Kumar
Met up with Shawallah my dearie or wifey (:
Watched the movie, laughed till breathless.
After movie, went to walk around.
Decided to go for dinner at Bob's shop.
It was great dinner and it was my first proper meal for the day.
Walked around Marina Square for a while.
Went back home in cab.
Dear wifey (:
Thanks for the day.
I don't think I can be any happier.
Probably you brightens up my day.
I love you too much that words couldn't explain.
Signing off.
Eugene Antonio
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
I'm here for a purpose.
And I wanna achieve it and get it done with.
Move on with life and meet him.
The past few days are pretty good for me.
Golf was great on Sunday, shooting 2 over even I had 2 water balls.
Wasted 2 new balls on 2 hole.
That really sucks big time.
Plans for the next few days :
School is on for Tuesday to Thursday.
Tomorrow is killer day anyway.
Finish around 4 pm, hope I survive it.
Golf probably with Fariza on Wednesday afternoon.
Golf again on Friday with my boss.
Outing with girlfriend on Friday and Sunday.
Golf once again on Sunday with David.
OK (: off to my homework now.
They weighs a ton -.-
Signing off
Eugene Antonio