绝不能失去你 - F4
It is a rather old song already.
Cannot bring myself to sleep either.
Missing past is really saddening.
Times seems to be passing really slowly.
The past few days has been really bad.
Tired in classes, not able to sleep at night.
Still looking at the past memories.
It just seemed so beautiful in the past.
But the present is worthless.
I came to realise that the past is precious.
How I wished I treasure those moments in the past.
Why didn't I treasure the past like I do now ?
I think I've taken things for granted.
Some people have been telling me I have attitute problem.
Anyway, I have no rights to say that they are wrong.
I feel the same way myself.
I have been really bad being my nasty sarcastic self.
As in really nasty, maybe some people will know.
Many have noticed the random changes to myself.
I have lost my old usual self and thats not good.
I'm becoming like someone who talks without feelings.
Spoiling people's mood is usual these days for me.
I wanna revisit the past again.
You really don't know how much you meant to me.
I miss the ways you made me laughed, no matter how screwed my day was.
You are the only person who actually cared about my life.
How I've going on and how I was.
Those moments that we shared innocent smiles.
Had crazy dinners and making a fool outta ourselves.
Watching insane movies that made us laugh like mad.
I seriously time stopped at that moment.
Going for extreme makeover next year.
Got the idea of being a playboy after makeover.
Signing off
Eugene Antonio